NEWSFLASH: I can't make decisions.
Yet again here comes the dreaded decision of acting vs. athletics. How many times have I made this decision, and how many times will I have to?
Tennis is not going according to plan and I got thrown into an acting gig and had forgotten how much I loved it. Actually, at the end of my acting debut at Grace Fellowship Church, I was offered the most amazing job, to the point where I was almost ready to drop everything and go. But I didn't, which was probably... ok definantly... the wise decision. But now I'm faced with another one.
Do I start getting my feet wet again in acting, or do I continue on the tennis path? Or do I try once again to manage the balancing act of 18 hours of class, 10 hours of tennis, 10 hours of work, and x number of hours practicing.
This would seem like an easy decision for anyone who didn't know me. I'm not planning on following either path into a career. So it shouldn't matter, shouldn't be that big of a deal. But it's me, and I have a desicion complex... so it does matter and it is a big deal.
So, this weekend, I have a tennis match... that I should just be excited to be playing in... but in reality, I'm scared to death.
Yet again here comes the dreaded decision of acting vs. athletics. How many times have I made this decision, and how many times will I have to?
Tennis is not going according to plan and I got thrown into an acting gig and had forgotten how much I loved it. Actually, at the end of my acting debut at Grace Fellowship Church, I was offered the most amazing job, to the point where I was almost ready to drop everything and go. But I didn't, which was probably... ok definantly... the wise decision. But now I'm faced with another one.
Do I start getting my feet wet again in acting, or do I continue on the tennis path? Or do I try once again to manage the balancing act of 18 hours of class, 10 hours of tennis, 10 hours of work, and x number of hours practicing.
This would seem like an easy decision for anyone who didn't know me. I'm not planning on following either path into a career. So it shouldn't matter, shouldn't be that big of a deal. But it's me, and I have a desicion complex... so it does matter and it is a big deal.
So, this weekend, I have a tennis match... that I should just be excited to be playing in... but in reality, I'm scared to death.
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Play Tennis
Watch Movies
lol...
Oh kenzie... i remember when you did this our senior year... do what your heart says and follow it... trust yourself. I had to do that this year for tennis... whats the acting gig for?
My gut would say that your heart says do the acting. And I'm still not convinced you won't end up doing it for a career. :) Start asking yourself questions like what makes my heart come to life? If I could be doing anything what would I be doing? Both require hard work, but which hard work sounds exciting and which sounds tiresome? Ask what does McKenzie want to do not what does McKenzie think she should do. You'll come to the right decision, and you'll have peace about it because you made the decision for YOU and according to how God is made YOU.
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